How I am feeling right now :

How are you feeling right now?

My whole life is ahead of me

Hi long time no write! I have been busy working on poetry, making friends, talking to family and making sure I stay focused. I have been focusing on being healthy, eating good food and an getting more into exercising. Specifically swimming.

I have finally accomplished my goal of filling out and sending in some important paperwork. Hopefully this will lead me to a bigger and brighter future. I guess I never knew the saying the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree was true or should I say how true it really is. I feel like πŸ‘πŸ½ I look and act more like my Mother now more than ever. I feel like each and everyday there is something I do or think or see that reminds me of her and how I am becoming more like her. She’s in my DNA. As my dad would say She made me!! I am the β€œmini me.”

Even right now. Something just reminded me of her. I love her so much. πŸ’–πŸ˜ŠπŸ’•πŸŒΊπŸ’πŸŒΈπŸ€.

I know she is looking down at me from heaven. She is going to make sure everything in my life is good and I feel happy knowing that. I am confident I can succeed and thrive and me and my family (immediate and extended) will come together and cherish the moments we spend together as a family.

I miss her so much but I’m working on healing the sadness I feel at times. I know life is not all roses and sunshine. Or whatever but I always make it my goal to make the best out of things!

πŸ’–GoldieπŸ’–

My mom would have loved meeting my friends I went to the beach with.

4 responses to “How I am feeling right now :”

  1. I love this. And I now get the significance of the name of your blog. Something like uggs don’t belong in the sand on the beach during the summer…it’s okay to not fit in and to stand out.

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    1. Thanks Jenny. Yeah it’s like you want to be comfortable in whatever you choose.

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  2. Everything you feel is the πŸ’―β€οΈthat Jacqueline January is first day that you will always have.
    πŸ™πŸΏ

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  3. Goldah, that was so beautiful. I miss her dearly. She did an amazing job with you guys and she will be so proud of both of you. No matter what she’s always there. You will do great things because that was always her plan. πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•

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